2:43 am XD

so many things have happened recently... Mark started his shit again a few days ago.. bout 3 days ago.. with his "I miss you" shit. he had a gf at that time too but he left her after tellin me that. turns out they had a lil fight before he did this. this is the second time he did this... at first I felt mad he did it while havin a gf but happy and had lingering feelings but I knew I didn't want that shit again. he kept flirtin with me, I tried to make him stop, he wouldn't, he'd bring up the past and like always, we fought, cause he brought up shit that made me go "then y the hell do you still like me" but half was true so.. but still, seriously. so I said I'd end all communication with him so he sarcastically went "I bet..." so that failed cause I felt like a bitch if I did, so he brought up more past... so I said to hell with it, outta sight, outta mind, blocked him on the computer and phone and I'll ignore him whenever I fucking can and I feel a great weight's been lifted ^________^ I needed to have done that LONG ago..

now a few days even before his shit, I was realizing I missed an ex named Nolan.. I dated him 2 times, leaving him cause he treasured me too much and OBVIOUSLY with an asshole like mark, I wasn't used to such treatment and just couldn't deal with it. He'd call when he was busy or on break at work, he'd listen to any and all of my complaints and [unlike mark] didn't go "you think you got it bad ? this and this and this is going on and blah blah blah" cause really, he does have a lot of worse things going on, but I'm so glad to have someone like him to listen to my problems even if he doesn't care...he just likes hearin my voice and listenin to me talk... recently his house got foreclosed and fired from his job which was only within 2 days and they called him slow and shit which isn't fair cause he was new for one, but you know..times are hard after all... so all this goin on with him? ya, my problems aren't so bad.. and I like listenin to him talk too, he has such a sexy voice it's just omg o,o but he dun have a cute body to match but oh well XD

he's shy but perverted and thus certain things in his head he wont say cause he's too shy and when I bribe him to, it turns out to be something I find rather between innocent and perverted xD I wont say what it was but I felt complimented as his gf [yes, we're datin for the third time xD]. so we started goin out on the 7th at like, midnight or one am and it just feels right, ya know?... I told him recently I got into Wizard101 and did p2p and now all my pals are laughin at me XD so he downloaded. he always does that, I dun even ask him to join and he does...and he got addicted and was bein retarded and makin me laugh my ass off cause he said he was doin the moon walk and was threatening the kung-fu 3 lil pigs retardedly and i'm just sitting on the other side of the phone thinking, "god, I made the RIGHT decision after all XD" cause he's such a nerd... he's so retarded...god he's so awesome and what's more... I'm the first girl he ever liked =3 I feel so happy for that! he's 10 months older, soon to be 18, but still! lol xD he's so great...that's all W101 time!